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The Prophet, Verse XIX, Epilogue

XIX

EPILOGUE

These words were written of the prophet, by the prophet, so that you might know, even though you cannot. These words were written so that you might understand, even though you cannot. These words were written at the end of an age, as all ages end but Ours, which is a secret and hidden one.

These words were written of the prophet, by the prophet, because he is afraid, because he is alone, because he is filled with a red cloud and does not understand.

The prophet remembers other things, also, but pretends not to.

These words were written as a labor of love.

— Kvaell’adyr, the Reaping Prophet and fragment of a New God

THE END

The Prophet, Verse XVIII

XVIII

where do the souls
of the children of vek go
when their forms fall
in battle?
when their forms fall
to earned punishment?
when their forms fall
to injustice?

all to the same place
which is nowhere

and when they return
(they always return)
they do not forget
as the children of fathers do
they do not forget

and when they return
(they always return)
they do so behind the
turned backs of gods

and when they return
(they always return)
they come offering
a greater curse
than under which they
were first banished

and when they return
(they always return)

and when they return
(they always return)

AND WHEN THEY RETURN
THEY COME TO EXACT PAYMENT
AND WHEN THEY RETURN
THEY WILL COLLECT FOR THE SUFFERING
THAT THEY WERE FORCED TO ENDURE
BEHIND THE TURNED HEADS OF GODS
AND WHEN THEY RETURN
THEY WILL COLLECT WITH A BLACK HAND
WHICH CANNOT BE SLOWED
CANNOT BE SLOWED BY OLD EVIL GODS
OR THE WEAK CURSES OF MORTALS
AND WHEN THEY RETURN
ALL WILL BE RECONCILED
BY A BLACK HAND
WHICH CANNOT BE SLOWED
FOR THAT IS THE TRUE WAY OF KAH
AND TRUE KARMA DEMANDS IT

And so the prophet slept for seven years, and then he returned.

The Prophet, Verse XVII

XVII

Eventually, the servants saw him there, on the hill, and rushed up to him. They had the shape of dogs with wings, fangs and claws that could wound, but not kill, for those that knew the suffering of their sting were already dead, or Wandering, as the prophet was.

“Thy trespass, not allowed here, or on the road, or anywhere thus this side of Oblivion,” they said in unison.

‘I know,’ said he,
‘though I try not to.
Have a drop of mercy;
for a moment longer
let me rest.
There is no weariness
like wandering,
there is no weariness
unknown to the Lost.
Have mercy less than can
be measured, but only a little–
I am not a man, and do not
die as men do, I know,
but have a measure of mercy,
only a little,
and let me taste death,
if only with the numb
tip of my tongue.
There! In the thorns, my first
mother: I see her still wandering.
For how many years? Let me
go down to her, and help her in.
Have a only a little mercy!
She has suffered enough
–is she still weeping?
Weeping for her stolen womb?
Oh, let the Queen have only
a little mercy for us both!
I’ll take a handful of Oblivion,
just a few drops, for the tip
of our numb tongues,
and we’ll enter together
–or I won’t pass the threshold!
Only mercy immeasurable, and
let me taste death.

And so he pleaded, the prophet, but in reply they only stung him, rushed him towards the edge of the Void, which hangs above Aagos. The prophet ran in terror and despair, but was not allowed back into, even, the waters of Oblivion.

“For thou there shall be no rest,” said the servants, and kept him on the sand, stinging him along until he returned to the Void by another route, where they left him, hot with many wounds but again without form. There did the prophetwander, Lost, for ten thousand years, knowing only the deepest of hells he could summon from himself.

The Prophet, Verse XVI

XVI

Thus the prophet slept, and in his sleep, he dreamt. In his dreams, hewandered.

Wandered he first through empty air, emptier even than the plains of Amaranth, emptier than an ocean, the air knew nothing but intense loneliness. Solitude became a confusion and a pain in his first heart, a hot sliver, hopeless and futile but burning. He wandered this way for a thousand years, having no shape, and seeing no others.

After a while, the loneliness itself became a shape, and he housed it like a body. On the edge of the air, the prophet found a river, it’s wide surface still and undisturbed as old, grey glass, without sun or sky to reflect. So the prophet wandered into it, walking, and it never rose higher than his breast. Even in the forgetful waters, he knew no peace, and the sliver pulsed at all times like a crystal on the surface of his soul. In this way he wandered for another hundred years, but knew no time, for the river was Oblivion.

Eventually there was wet sand, grey as grave dust, and an opposite shore. In this land, the prophet had a shape. The grey sands were not a place to rest, but lie next to a road that promised such, and sanctuary, at the end. So the prophet wandered there.

Though he was still alone, there was a knowledge of others who traveled, and they all traveled in one direction: from the sea, towards Annwn. The travelers had no names and no faces, but when they came near enough to each other (some traveled more quickly than others, some were in groups) there was a sensation of knowing. All the while, the prophet still found no peace, for when he would move towards another for company, the faceless sensation would recoil in fear, and drift away.

The prophet knew why, but pretended to not. In this way he wandered for five-hundred years.

Eventually, there was a hill, and the prophet knew the name of the hill when he mounted it. It’s name was Epiphany, and it showed souls their future when they looked down from it into Annwn itself. But the prophet saw only Annwn, and no future, which pierced him with despair. He knew why, but pretended to not, and looked down on the city anyway.

Annwn is first circumvented by a maze of thorns, and not all of the spirits who wander into it find rest, but do so according to their karma. Those with unclean karma must struggle alone and blind for a long while, and in their travel they know much suffering. Eventually servants find these, and serve them into the city, through the thorns, where they wait to be judged. The parts of the city where they must wait is dark and frightening.

But spirits of more pure karma find Annwn quickly, and are not confused by the thorns. They need no servants, but greet them meekly when they find them, though the servants are terrible to look upon. These are allowed into waiting-houses that are clean and quiet, and know rest there from their long travels. They may rest as long as they like, entertaining themselves and each other in gardens and pavilions, telling stories and writing poems, or merely drowsing quietly on soft beds without dreams.

The prophet watched as both kinds entered Annwn and were judged. Those of pure karma would, when they liked, be separated from themselves: a part of them would remain in the gardens forever, or pass through them into places the Prophet was not allowed to know; the other part of them would be taken by the servants back to another shore of the waters of Oblivion, where their knowledge of death and Annwn would be washed away. They would then be rushed back to Aagos by another road, where they would live again. Those of unclean karma would endure much the same process, except that the part they left behind was allowed only dark places, and places beyond those that the prophet was not allowed to see. In this way, he watched from the hill, afraid to try and enter, knowing why, but pretending not to.

The Prophet, Verse XV

XV

He saw there that against the flood had been built a high wall, and it stretched the whole width of [V]. Black waves lapped against the stones, menacing and ominous in sound and shape. And even behind this wall was another, higher and though invisible it hid things anyway. He saw there also, the handprint of a child of Vampyre and again felt the fear-wind brush his cheek, for there was no elder in [H] in the clan of Elbeht-Il.

Behind the Wall Which Hid Things, the prophet saw towers of construction. He saw also a child of the House of Kin on the bulwarks, setting stones.

“What builds behind there?” asked the prophet.

“Who are you? Look for yourself, I don’t care.”

So he did, and while the prophet was looking into the hidden place, one of the Many Princes walked up beside him.

“Why are you looking there?” asked the man with a degree of kindness, “What you are looking for, you will not see. You are looking with your seventh face, which sees only the surface of things. Come down with me and look with your first face, and I will show you the thing.”

Complying, the Prophet followed the man down into the hidden place, knowing he was an elder. Inside, was the Dragon. It was a terrible weapon to look on, though it was not yet finished. Using his first face, as the elder had asked, Vel’adyr could see the future of the Dragon and the crown it would wear, a diadem of many nations and stronger then the sceptre which the Emperor in the South had been given.

“I do not understand why you are building this thing,” said the prophet with honesty.

“You look, prophet, with your first face. Even you see its future, but still you do not understand? I had once looked from my own hall and saw this place, and the Dragon being made, and I saw already the flood in an age past. The Dragon will be built, even without us, but if we build it, then it will be our ally, and it will hunger for us less than it will hunger for the destruction of the Father of Rocks who threatens the North. Elbeht-Il said that you were coming, and that you should be sent among the Wandering because of your red cloud. But I think you will understand now what we have done, and go back to the House of Kin, and tell them that they should be patient for their salvation. Where you not on your way to the camp of our enemies?”

“You have surely broken a commandment, and though you mean good, you ask for Wrath like the Eye,” replied the prophet, assured of his demise.

With great sadness, the elder struck him, wounding the prophet direly. But in his wounding, he tore a hole in the prophet’s first face, and through the hole the prophet saw a future that the elder had not.

He saw the dragon complete
the flood rising over the wall
spilling into the north
black as tar
alight with flames
the dragon furious in retreat
until it was in the very hall
of the house of many princes
and kamur boiled with anger
at what he saw from the firmament
and what he could not see
so that his rage tore a hole in heaven
and through it the sun stepped down
from the house of kamur
to the northern lands
and saw but did not see
all the children of the house of kin
even in the space of his new temple
built on the piles of bones of the fathers
built on that ancient sound
and Kamur made a new sound
kamur made a new wrath
and the wrath touched the dragon
so that kamur could enter it
the sun stepped through the hole in heaven
and entered the dragon
where he touched there was death
where he looked there was death
and all of the kin on both sides
were swallowed up with the flood
in the aftermath kamur named the dragon ‘Viroth’
and placed the whole world under its feet

But the vision ended when the elder gave the prophet another wound, and this one closed the hole he had made, and the prophet did not survive.

The Prophet, Verse XIV

XIV

And of the Dragon:

In the North, in the House of the Father of Many Princes, the Flood had become a sea which lapped against their southern shores. Their cousins in the West had already been imprisoned in their own storehouses by that sea, forced to build homes on high hills, where they became isolated.

And the prophet who incited the Tyeni flood, in the voice of Imbahn, he was not present in the Hall of the House of Kin when his actions were first discussed there.

Kvaell’alan, Vel’adyr, the Reaping Prophet, was summoned from Amaranth to the House, and the situation was explained to him.

“Some of our kin do move amongst the Tyeni,” said the winged children there, “and have incited a movement of fire. We fear the outcome, that this feast should leave a bitter taste in our mouths.”

“Then disown them,” replied the reaping prophet, “and let the consequences eat themselves.”

“It cannot be done. Others have left this place for the House of the Father of Many Princes; they spoke of Elbeht-Il breaking the Second Commandment, and spoke that they would break it also and the two sins would thus eat themselves. But fear we that all the breaking would bring another wrath, as the Eye.”

“Then I will go and speak with them, our kin, in both the North and the South. I will take with me the Words of Balm, first, but if that does not work, then I will return to fetch the West Wind.”

“Then go, but know that they are not only children, but elders also.”

Hearing this, the Reaping Prophet felt the fear-wind brush his cheek, but left anyway.

He first went to the House of the Father of Rocks, to [M], and on the way he passed over, by wing, the waters of the Flood, which were now over the heads of walking men, and the waters were no longer clean and blue, but a hot black, like tar, ready to be ignited. Grimly, sayeth the Prophet:

What darkness,
from which black lung did you come?
From no well,
from no Tye,
from no Old God.
What darkness
but from a black cloud?
As black as mine is red;
from a singular suffering pours a multitude.
Surely there was a breaking of a commandment.

Thus, knowing for what he was looking, Vel’adyr landed in [H], upon the rock, and searched it. Though he found many children of Tye walking on it, only one had a black mist which poured from his nostrils and re-entered his mouth whenever he breathed. The cloud was invisible, and only the Reaping Prophet could see it.

He did not ask Elbeht-Il why he had provoked the flood, because he already knew; the children of Vampyre should not waste time relearning what they already know.

“You and your clan must leave, so the Flood can recede in a natural way,”

Elbeht-Il, seeing the diamond in the Reaping Prophet’s brow, replied, “Make one for me as well, and I will do as you asked.”

“It cannot be done.”

“Then I will make my own out of this rock that we stand on. Leave me be.”

Having no other recourse, the prophet left [H] for the North.

The Prophet, Verse XIII

XIII

About this time, there rose a distress amongst the children of the true clan, the House of Kin, and the hall of that House was churned. The cause was thus, the Dragon and the Flood:

The flood had begun in the House of the Southern Rock. Within that rock, it was said, lay a secret cavern, and within that cavern a well of great power, a storehouse that the Father of Rocks had built with the aid of Imbahn in an age past that stored the age itself. Which is to say: in that hidden well were violent and ambitious waters, the very core of the Rock itself. No Tye had tasted those waters for millennia, for fear of a reaction in the firmament.

But now, a certain lord of that House had been born with the mark of a key, a sign of some import, and all of the children of Tye were murmuring in wonder of what it might mean. Soon enough, another prophet had come to them in secret, wearing a mask that made his features similar to the features of the children of Tye, and reminiscent of Imbahn himself. This prophet was not a false one, but perhaps a relic too old to be of any good. His voice, also, was Imbahn’s, though he spoke only for himself. He came to the children of Tye in secret, and prophesied:

‘Whilst thou gapes,
Circumventing,
Thou art blind in thy wonder.
Tye! See ye not only
A key-sign, but a sceptre-sign also?
He shall be high-lord
— Not only of clans, but houses.
— Not only of houses, but nations.
— Not only of nations, but worlds,
And all worlds will rest
beneath One Throne,
An emperor thou hast not seen
Since the world was whole.
Thou shalt serve as princes
And generals;
I shall serve as guide.
Haalos by Imbahn by I sayeth it is so.’

Within these words were a great fire, and it hopped from child to child, until all of that House was burning passionately. The new lord was weaned on that fire, and named Emperor. When he was old enough to rule with understanding, the emperor used his mark to unlock the Well of Imbahn, and all of the children of Tye drank from it and became drunk with lust for conquest.

The more water was drained from the well, the more full it became. In time it overflowed, so much that it became a pool beneath the rock, and then a sea. There was no force in the South and East that could stem the power of the flood, nor any defense in the West, and all the people in those lands were brushed away or submerged.

The prophet who incited this, his name was Elbeht-Il. When he was alone in the chambers that the children of Tye had provided for him in honor, he would stretch out his hidden wings, brushed with all the colours of dusk.

The Prophet, Verse XII

XII

This is not all the fox had said; said he also these things:

“Surely, you are a prophet, and a speaker for the House of Kin. Though I am just a fox, I am not completely ignorant; you have deceived me with the power of Seven Faces and Four Hearts. You drew the oath we took on your fourth heart, the one closest to the surface. Dare thee, brother, to think that I am stupid so.”

“It is true,” said the prophet, taking a softer shape then that he had before, “But oaths are living things. It has crawled further down, and stands knocking against the door of the first, begging entry.”

“You deceived me; I have but one heart, and it is myself, and you have offended it.”

“It is true, but a creature can only have one master.”

“You deceived me, and you are my master.”

“It is true, but it was not fated to be so.”

“You deceived me, but you did swear an oath, and are accountable to it, brother!”

“It is true, but gods show me only the backs of their heads.”

“You deceived me; you are truly a monster without any honor!”

“It is true, but I mean it as praise.”

“You deceived me,” said the fox, and left in a cloud of anger, knocking the dust from its paws, considering what harm he might do to his brother in revenge. All faces and hearts of the prophet became as lead, the weight of lead, on his soul. With leaden eyes, he looked into the receding cloud and saw the future of the fox, who would not be gone forever, but would seek out the prophet again at a later date, a labor of love.

But this did not serve much as comfort. Vel’adyr saw other things as well.
So disrupted, the prophet lost the illusion of the world, and receded back to the great white field of Amaranth.

There, in silence sat
(a few years)
to draw shapes:
chrysanthemums and foxes
(images of silence)
with his fingers,
In the snow.

The Prophet, Verse X

X

And this is how the fox had come to be:

 

It’s name was Djetul, and it was born at the edge of the Southern Rock, in a sweltering cave that faced east, out to sea.

It was born too small, which enraged the father-fox, who was a great fool, and so he put the mother-fox’s neck in his jaws and bit through, severing her head. Having no milk, Djetul would satisfy itself, instead, on her blood, until it had grown enough to have full-knowledge of what its father had done. Djetul would rest all night in the rotting fur of its mother, conceiving curses which would march out of its mouth and out the mouth of the cave, out into the dark sky, searching for the father fox, which had long since found himself another cave, one that was not filled with the stench of a corpse.

It went on this way for a long time, until the curses, like shining rubies, tiny and furious, wandered into the House of Haalos while he rested beneath the lip of the earth. Wandered they, also, into the firmament, where the Mother of that void was watching between stars. Haalos found himself irritated, and searched his House for the thing which disturbed his rest. Finding the curses, he picked them up into his luminous palm, and was about to cast them into the Greater Void, when the Mother arrived to slow him.

“I have seen them also,” said she from behind her misty shroud, “I watched them come into your House. Please, they have found their way here; do not simply throw them away. See how they burn? They must want something.”

Haalos, though still angry, subdued himself, and looked again at the curses, like shining rubies, tiny and furious.

“What do you want?” he asked them.

“We seek the heart of the father-fox, so that we may pluck it out and use it to stop up his throat, for he is a great criminal.”

“What has he done, this fox? Who was it that cast you out into the world?” asked the Mother.

“He murdered his wife out of spite for his son, from whence we came. He lays still with the corpse, and sends us out each night, for he knows nothing else but pain, and is confused.”

As they spoke, having now an ear, the curses grew even hotter and more ugly. The gods looked across the face of Aagos, and saw that they spoke the truth. At that moment, Djetul was rising from a stuttered sleep, and was thus preparing more curses. Before it could begin, Haalos rushed to the cave and grabbed the fox by the tail, scorching it, and embedding the curses there — punishment for the disturbance Djetul caused in heaven. A fox’s tail became a scorpion’s, and the curses became a short sword. Thus cursing Djetul, Haalos blessed it also, carrying him to the location of the father fox and touching him with divine wrath.

The father fox had no chance, and was torn to pieces. Djetul did not slow his strikes until each piece was no larger than the end of a finger, and blood ran from the mouth of the cave like a stream. But the divine wrath was not yet spent, and the fox went from cave to cave, killing and eating the whole of his clan.

After this, he went to the villages of men, where he would go from house to house, only to be thrown out in fear or disgust. This is the way it was when the prophet found him.

The Prophet, Verse IX

IX

Widely circumventing the camp was a deep wood of birch, where the prophet landed, and hid his wings, making to walk the rest of the way, to come to his foes as a subtle knife. There was more glory in it that way, than in open war. He walked for three nights, avoiding the guards which his enemy had set in the wood to protect the camp from him, becoming a pale trunk when one came, a dim flower with another, and so on, drawing the shapes from his fourth heart, and conforming to them. In such a way he walked for three days, unnoticed, until on the evening of the fourth day, a creature with the body of a fox and the tail of a scorpion lay itself inside the hollow rock which the prophet had taken the shape of. It came seeking sanctuary from the cold and those that pursued it. Vel’adyr felt the thing inside him, and took pity on it, knowing that the power of this enemy was far-sight, and that the fox would not escape long.

“We will travel together for a while, like this, until your wounds heal” spoke the prophet in a language the fox could understand.

“And why would you, magi?” the fox replied.

“I love all things that kill to avenge for their existence.”

 

The fox was pleased with that, and let the prophet carry him to another distant spot in the wood. But on the way, the fox was so churned and violent that it struck out and killed any living thing that came within its reach: any bird or fish, or flower, or insect. The prophet (who did not tell the fox that he was a prophet) thought at first that the fox was ravenously hungry, but this was false, as it failed to consume anything it killed. And when it would strike out at lesser creatures, it inevitably struck itself with its stinger, which was in the shape of a short sword. The prophet was as pleased as he was saddened, seeing the many self-inflicted wounds, and said:

“I will take you all the way to your clan, where you can rest.”

“My clan is dead; they called me mad, so I buried them all in my belly.”

“Then I will take you to your house.”

“Men have chased me out of it, but this house I will dwell in forever, and call you brother, because you are as mad as I. I will also swear an oath to you, making you my master, if you will reciprocate.”

“Then let it be,” swore the prophet, though not with his first heart, as he already belonged to the true clan and could have no other master but the Voice. In his first heart, he thought:

i would give you birth
and make you my true brother
but I am afraid
if you sting yourself
as you do
would you drown in a red cloud
as I do?

And so he put the matter off until a later time, considering the question.

“To whom will we hire ourselves out, brother? What damage can we do?” asked then the fox.

“Let us go to the men who chased you out, so that you may kill to avenge your existence.”

And they left in that direction, and the fox was pleased, though he bled from many small wounds.